Feelings in Disguise - Jan 1997

Is the reality somewhat different?

Are my feelings really changing for you?

The joke no longer seems funny

“You seem to be the victim here honey!”

I see you with a different eye now

I want to see you more than before

Whatever you say sounds so affectionate

You play it on so well, I’m the fool who’s falling for you.

I want this to be real

Not just a pretend deal

Can you see it happening too?

I want you to see through me

And really know what I feel

What I say to you is no longer transparent

Why can’t you read the message, it’s so apparent

Emotions so strong, I cannot set apart

I’m flirting for real, it’s all from the heart

Sometimes I can almost see the answers in your eyes

I can sense the hidden passion rising

But resistance always comes our way

Do you hold back or do I?

I want some clarity

I want this tension to ease

I can’t continue like this

The truth cannot just remain a freeze