Hush-Hush

Are we addicted to each other?
Or simply devoted?
Perhaps both, sometimes a little too sugar coated

Yesterday, today, tomorrow
A day without, produces sorrow
Remedy I can give it
A shot of you is what cures it

I am scared
Scared this is not right
Control yourself
Balance it out
Too much in excess
Withdrawal symptoms
Crying shivers, screams for detox

You do it again
Two days of lent
A little sacrifice
I'm learning to walk
You pull me back in your arms
Embrace me, drug me numb

But I like this too
Why should I detach
"A life half lived is not worth living"
You free me and cage me
You love me and I hate myself
You tease me, I please you
Go away, no don't
Stay awhile
Five more minutes, then turn the lights out

Eyes are closing
But you are still there
Undress me with your eyes
Stop it, no don't
Sedate me with your poison
Cripple me with your charm


Wake me up, no don't
Let the tickle linger on

A lie is what this is
Or truth simply holding back
I want you, do you?
One night
One fight
Just hold me tight
I'm in control, no I'm not
I'll get over it
One day, some day
I know I will

When did this happen?
Overnight, overtime, over who cares?
It's taken over me, over you too
Please leave me, no don't
No one knows, no one has to
Hush-Hush ...

Girl

I like a girl, she's so beautiful
I like her so much
I wish I could just reach out
and touch
but we know that would be a bit too much

I do though
I touch her shadow when she walks
in front of me
If only she could see
see how i feel about her

I do know she sees me
as the guy who she can talk to
talk about what she can't tell him
She sees him when she talks to me
I see her even when she doesn't see me

Interesting what she tells me
"But why can't he feel that way about me?"
 I wish I was him

I like a girl
the same girl who leans on me
to cry when she is sad
I hug her truly
Madly deeply
She hugs me too
"But why does he not talk to me?"
Can't you see I want to listen to you?

I like a girl
Her favourite colour is pink
Cheeks stained pink from all the crying
"But why does he not say anything about my new dress?"
I chose the dress with you
Can't you wear it only once ... for me

I like a girl
She makes me laugh with her silly stories
"But why does he laugh like that when he sees me, does he find me funny?"
Can't you see that I can laugh with you
He just laughs at you

Stay with me girl
Stay now
Stay forever
I will notice you
I will feel "that way" about you
Talk to you and laugh with you
"But do you think I should tell him, would you do the same?"
Would I?